Thursday, April 22, 2010


So, this week has been a tough week. Thinking about the people that I have lost, has really just put a hurtin' on the ol' brain.

&then I got a scare. A super scare, a scare... I think its a good thing I got it. Well not good what led to the scare, but good of my outcome, maybe not sure. Yes, I think so.. its just a lot to think about right now.
I know that I am not making much sense at all, because.. right now, nothing makes much sense to me. My brain is kind of spinning right now, now don't think that I am wreck, beacuse I am not.. I promise. Its just a lot to think about, and confusing all at the same time, a lot of praying, and a lot of emotions.
I mean to blog about this earlier.. but I didn't have the time, and I had to go to play practice, and so I am just now having the time.
&I don't know if you can tell or not but my thoughts are not all together yet.

Lets just say, things weren't settle, and I couldn't bare for them to be that way endlessly, I needed more time, and there is a lot of thinking to do along with this.

I am happy, the hurt is gone. I am more than happy.

God is faithful, and I am glad that he gave me more time.


  1. Write a letter. Thats what I did. And then decide or not whether you want to express those feelings out loud.

    Love you.